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Sunday, March 21, 2010

I'm Tired...

I'm tired of lies,
I'm tired of the truth.

I'm tired of putting in all the effort,
I'm tired of not seeing any effort.

I'm tired of bearing all,
I'm tired of protecting myself.

I'm tired of my blind trust,
I'm tired of not trusting blindly.

I'm tired of being tired.

Though, to live in a world of certainty,
Is not to live at all.
                                                 Picture taken by R. Sayed.... xx

4 comments:

  1. Oh Perk, I am so sorry that you feel this way, but cheer up, you never know what may happen tomorrow!
    You live in a fantastic part of the world, and I aim to go to Perth one day, so I may need you to show me around, and we can't have you feeling like this!
    I'll have to visit you more often, and I write to a few others in Australia, so I'll mention your site when I write to them.
    Hope you feel better soon.
    If you would like me to mail me for a chat, then just leave me a message on my blog and I'll get back to you. I don't make my e-mail address public because of some creeps out there and I've had a couple of nasty experiences. But, hey, that is just people with nothing better to do!
    Take care, hugs!

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  2. Oh thanks sweetness :)
    Just one of those moments where you sit back and think, I can't keep feeling like this, it's so draining, why do I put myself through it!
    It's ok though, I've told myself that this site will be to only have positive vibes about life and living it, and being true to oneself,
    so that post was just finally facing the truth about how confused I am, and now it is time to take action and get past it!! :D
    I would love to see Perth, I've not been there, but hear it's great!! (Expensive, but great!)
    I live on the south coast of NSW, the 'other' side of Aus ;)So if you head over this way, let me know :)
    anywhoo, I may just take you up on that email offer :)
    xx

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  3. I have relations in Victoria, but I would love to go to Perth. That is one place that is on my "Wish List"...mainly because I would love to walk down the same streets as Heath Ledger did!
    I am one of those people who think that his death was faked, I'm afraid! Nothing about his "death" adds up, and I am finding more evidence to support this almost everyday!

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  4. OH MY GOD!
    I feel the same way! (although minus the research)
    It is such a loss to the film industry, especially for Australia that he is gone :( He, I believe, is one of the greatest actors, he had such a big future ahead of him!!
    Please do share your theories!
    I always get sad when I think about it :(
    Have you seen the movie 'Candy' ? It's an Australian film, one of his best films!
    My old acting teacher got to do a small role in it, met him, and said he was so nice! *sigh*
    oh my, definitely watch it if you haven't! and with Geoffrey Rush (AMAZING!), you just cannot go wrong!!!
    :D

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