Love scar

I know the feeling,
Everyone is talking
except the one you want to hear from.

I know the feeling,
Life's busy, full
But empty without them.

I know the saying's old, used up
But time heals all wounds,
It's sad to think love as a wound,

But we all leave a mark.

Torn!

This is the dilemma I face;  Adele, you speak my heart too well.


Have you ever wanted to let go of all doubts and fears,
To love whole heartedly again?


You've been on my mind, 
I grow fonder every day, 
Lose myself in time, 
Just thinking of your face, 
God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go, 
You're the only one that I want, 

I don't know why I'm scared, 
I've been here before, 
Every feeling, every word, 
I've imagined it all, 
You'll never know if you never try, 
To forgive your past and simply be mine, 

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, 
Promise I'm worth it, 
To hold in your arms, 
So come on and give me a chance, 
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, 
Until the end starts, 

If I've been on your mind, 
You hang on every word I say, 
Lose yourself in time, 
At the mention of my name, 
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close, 
And have you tell me whichever road I choose, you'll go? 

I don't know why I'm scared, 
'Cause I've been here before, 
Every feeling, every word, 
I've imagined it all, 
You'll never know if you never try, 
To forgive your past and simply be mine

It's time!

Take the armor off, 

rest your weary sword,

It's time to love again.

It's time to love again!

Life is Sweet

Life these days
Is a sweet melody,
Hands running through long grass,
The sun, lining everything with a golden light.


Life is sweet, 
Life is strong!

Life is beautiful

Hold my hand,
Life is beautiful!

Spin with your hands in the air,
bring your head up to the sky!

Life is beautiful!

Feel the serenity,
golden on your skin.

Life wraps around you,
runs through you,
blesses you!

The wind through the trees,
Dance to its rhythm!

Life is beautiful,
in all its intricate simplicity!

God, if you can read this, please..

I've come home from training,
It's been 40 degrees celcius, all day.

I'm exhausted and dehydrated.

The cyclone Isa has been making way,
It promises to hit very soon.

My brother is driving 14hrs to be with his family,
To protect them.

I can just feel the urgency in his soul as he drives through the night,
Driving as I write this,
To his family.

His heart pounding, determined; I'm certain.

Driving as Isa draws near,
ready to bring her rage and destruction,
And leave while a sorrowful silence lingers in her aftermath.

And what am I doing?

Sitting.

Thousands of kilometers away.

Powerless.

All I can do,
Is pray.

Let them know I love them.

God, please

Watch over everyone,
Their beautiful souls.

Please, let the courage and strength of our people
 Win the battle against Mother Nature,
This one time.

Do you think it's possible?

I feel like a child,

eager and excited to be told that everything I believe in is real,

clinging on to hope with bewildering eyes.

Is it possible, do you think?

Do you believe that true love is found at first glance? 

At first sight?

I was sitting at a table,

Of middle aged people,

grown into their lives.

Two speak of how they met their partner.

The man spoke of his wife, 

And as they stood at the altar, she looked at him and said "I always knew I was going to marry you. I was told, I will fall in love with and marry a man in uniform."

The woman said "And as I saw him walk past, I told the girls 'See that man? He's mine!' I knew I was going to marry him right there and then."

Do you think this is the way it's meant to be with everyone?

The relationships that last,

 Are the ones sparked by an instant knowing?

Or are these people the exception to the rule?

Are we meant to wait all our lives for that small chance we'll receive that same fate? 

Run into our soul mate and just know?

In silence the truth speaks...

In absence
Silence fuels the paranoia.

This can be deadly to fate,

But,

If silence persists,
And you listen

You come to learn
That your fearful thoughts

Were in the end,

The hurtful reality
You dared not face.

In avoidance
You continued to linger

In deceitful hope.

Life crossroad...

What do you do...

Two paths,

The one you long to travel,
It appears to be everything you imagined,
it teases you with its perfection.

the one you try to forge ahead...
But it won't let you in.

Its path is darkened with uncertainty,
yet the heart is filled with desire, so much desire.

Then, as desperation sets in place of hope
to travel that path,
Another opens.

The same, yet just not the same;
You can tell.

It calls for you,
You can see its path,
And where it will lead you,
Exactly where you wanted,
It's just not the same path, is all.


To travel the path of uncertain fate,
Or to travel a path clear with certainty and contentment?